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Created on 2006-07-16 16:28:27 (#10681629), last updated 2009-08-20
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This blog is my struggle. With anorexia, with depression, with raging hormones, with food obsession, that kind of thing. It's separate from my main blog and my other LJ because I'm not sure I want all my friends to read this. There's a certain anonymity involved in spilling your guts to random strangers.
The name, Apples to Ash, was inspired by Pirates of the Caribbean. Specifically, Barbosa's little speech about how the food turned to ash in his mouth. He was eating an apple at the time. It fit.
If you're one of those "Get over it, emo kid" people, or you're going to start some whole debacle about how my problems aren't real and it's all in my head... Two things: One, I am getting over it, by way of this blog. Two, of course it's all in my head. When was the last time you heard of someone having depression in their feet?
I don't want to sit around and whine about my problems for pity or sympathy. I want to get this stuff off my chest. I also don't think that my issues are the worst ever, and that nobody has ever suffered as I do, or that nobody ever understands my uber-elite mind. That would be pretentious and stupid.
Oh, and I do have a sense of humor. I do smile and laugh every few decades. :P
The name, Apples to Ash, was inspired by Pirates of the Caribbean. Specifically, Barbosa's little speech about how the food turned to ash in his mouth. He was eating an apple at the time. It fit.
If you're one of those "Get over it, emo kid" people, or you're going to start some whole debacle about how my problems aren't real and it's all in my head... Two things: One, I am getting over it, by way of this blog. Two, of course it's all in my head. When was the last time you heard of someone having depression in their feet?
I don't want to sit around and whine about my problems for pity or sympathy. I want to get this stuff off my chest. I also don't think that my issues are the worst ever, and that nobody has ever suffered as I do, or that nobody ever understands my uber-elite mind. That would be pretentious and stupid.
Oh, and I do have a sense of humor. I do smile and laugh every few decades. :P
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acting, adolescence, anorexia, art, bdsm, bloodletting, body dysmorphia, body image, control, dancing, depression, dying, eating disorders, food, gender dysphoria, genderfuck, headbugs, living, masochism, music, obsessions, ocd, painting, poetry, raging hormones, recovery, sadism, self-esteem, self-harm, si, singing, suicide, survival, therapy, veganism, writing
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